Wednesday, May 18, 2005

bitch

well.

I wouldn't call myself mean. More like candid. But I'm sorry, there are some instances that make me want to unleash the dormant bitch. She's been hiding inside somewhere ever since her eruption during the primary school days on an undeserving Q. Sorry Q for being mean when your only fault was....

Anyway, I admit. I was a mean girl in younger days. Mean with a capital M. Picked on quite a few people who tread on my toes. First there was K -bug. Her name started with a silent K. Poor girl. The whole class had her ostracised. Why? She liked to dig her nose publically in class, fail to wash her hands after the deed and subsequently was marginalised due to her poor hygiene habits. "here comes k bug!" "don't let her get her hands on u!" "got pi sai!" such comments usually accompanied with hand gestures that mimicked k-bug touching someone with her sullied hands.(huiwen remember?)

Then there was the BFG(Big fat ganti), was what some used to call her. i didn't call her that though, knew what it was like to be fat. she wasn't really an outcast, but generally disliked, because she was bossy whiny and fat to boot. funny how fat seems a crime when one is unliked.

Then there was Q. He liked to stare at me, and for some reason, liked to neglect his duty at the side gate to come join me and huiwen at the main gate when we were prefects. Made me feel uncomfortable, too close for comfort. so i was mean to him. gave him a bad nickname, and generally showed my disgust whenever he was in the proximity. Then I reflected on my actions and felt he was undeserving of my treatment. Guilt followed and the bitch was leashed.

Then there are people who make the bitch strain against its shackles. Generally, such people tend to have repulsive laughter, are mean(the irony!) to people who are nicer to them than they deserve, like to eavesdrop on conversations, and like to stare unflinchingly(sorry bad experience from Q). Unsuspecting fools who tread on dangerous grounds. If you fit the above description, keep your distance. The bitch wants a bite.

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